My old friends=)

A golden heart stopped beating
Two beautiful eyes put to rest
God broke my heart to prove
That he only
Takes the best

God knows you had to leave me
But you did not go alone
For part of me went with you
The day He
Took You Home

To some you are forgotten
Others, part of the past
But to ME who knew and loved you
The memories will ALWAYS last

Libby, I love you so much. I know one day I will see you again, and then we will never be seperated again. Please watch mommy from heaven and don't be sad. It will be 6 months since you left me in four short days. It seems like it was yesterday. What gets me most is that i wake up and realize I will never physically have you to wake me up again. Not have you to purr and do your back flop when all I want to do is cry. Really Libby, i just miss the time we used to have. Remember, Mommy will always love you. And I know everyone says this, but you TRULLY dont know what you got till its gone.

Vet Bills...

My vet bills are almost 2/3 the way paid off...i know if i my mommy just gets a few more checks she wont have to worry any more..i would like to say thank you to those who have helped me so far..my mommy started to write thank you cards but was halted by my passing..dont worry u should get them early january.......special thanks to my friends kc, missy, and bear who made a very generous donation! Im watching out for all of u from heaven and the nip heres great.
Luv,
Libby

Libby went to heaven this morning at 1:45 am. She was tired and couldnt wait any longer down here on Earth. She went peacefully under the christmas tree. More info later and i will try to stop in at the prayer vigal tonight around 10:30 to tell her story if any of you would like to hear it.

Tough Decision..

Mommy has a very tough decision..tonite my Meme is going to talk to Mommy seriously about having me euthanized..i cant go to the litter box and my feet are all stinky and dirty from it..i also wont eat by myself and am just so weak..Mommy doesnt want to go to the vet man with a live cat and leave with a dead one..she also doesnt want to have to tell me good bye..But then again she knows the next time she sees me it will be for eternity and that makes her happy..she also knows i wont be in any pain any more..But Mommy just doesnt know what to do..she doesnt want me to suffer but doesnt want to loose me..do any of you guys have experience with this and any advice?? I think its time for me to go home for a while then Mommy will join me soon...
Luv,
Libby

More info about my "seizure"

First off, last night around 3 am i crawled on the coach with my papa. I thought he would like some company. I didnt leave his room till mommy carried me out the next day around 4 pm. But anyways, around noon my eyes rolled back in my head and my body kind of went limp. papa didnt no what was happening but when he told my great meme later she said it sounded like i had a seizure or a stroke. When my mommy got home later, she said i seemed okay and now i have a full belly of baby food oatmeal.....my great meme also brought me some meow mix yet cause i really liked the kind boogers, hondo, and fido sent me. It was delicious. But, i barely touched this. Mommy thinks i might have been nervous cause i dont like people watching me eat, and everyone was staring at me! Thanks for your prayers and keep em coming Strong!
Luv,
Libby

So far i have recieved to moneys and want t say thanks for them! I recieved a check from River, Dexter, Molly, Alice, and the Magnificent Seven and i am so thankful! I also recieved a money order from the Meowers! They will both be used to pay off my large some of vet bills unless i get enough to pay for a round of kemo..kemo can save me but its very very $$$$...thanks for the money so far and the candles will be lit! Take Care!
Luv,
Libby

PS today im not doing to good and they think i may have had a seizure..prayers please!